Water in a limca bottle

'If you regret having done something, time will always heal it. But if you regret not having done something, dont look at time for help. You're screwed.'

I have never been able to understand the things I tell people. When I think about it later, it doesn't make sense to me. I'm a disgrace to the scorpion sunsign; I don't let people know what I feel about them. Someone pisses me off, and silence takes over me. And then I start plotting. The whole sequence of get pissed off -> plot -> execute plan can extend over a period of 4-6 months.

I have unknowingly been mean to this real close friend of mine. I know 'unknowingly' is not an excuse, but it happened and I still wonder what made me do that. Whats more painful is that, inspite of me being 'me', she's still there for me when I need her the most. It is impossible for me to go back in time and change things, hence I regret.

I'm sorry for what I did, bitch.